When Nothing Feels Good Anymore: A Journey from Numbness to Hope

Before Therapy: The Silence I Couldn't Explain

For months, I wasn’t sad.
I wasn’t angry.
I wasn’t overwhelmed.

I was just... blank.

The shows I once binge-watched felt like noise.
Food tasted the same, no matter what I ate.
Friends called, but I silenced the phone.
Even wins at work didn’t register.

I wasn’t in crisis. I wasn’t crying.
I was simply existing.

One day, I typed it into Google:

“Why don’t I feel anything anymore?”

I found a word I’d never heard before — anhedonia.

A condition where you lose the ability to feel joy, pleasure, or even motivation.
And the scary part? It’s not just a symptom of depression. It can be the depression.

The Turning Point: Starting My First Online Counselling Session

Something about the word anhedonia stayed with me. It felt... clinical. Validating. Like this fog I was in had a name.

I didn’t want to walk into a clinic.
I wanted privacy. Comfort. My own pace.

That’s when I found Click2Pro’s online counselling session model — discreet, flexible, and matched with trained professionals.

I filled out the form, got matched in 24 hours, and started weekly sessions with Dr. Avni Sharma — a highly rated Best Psychologist Counsellor in Delhi.

After Therapy: I Didn’t Just Feel Better — I Felt Again

It didn’t change overnight.

Session 1: I told her I felt like a ghost.
Session 3: I admitted I stopped listening to music because it made me feel even more hollow.
Session 6: I cried — not because I was sad, but because I realized I hadn’t cried in six months.

By session 10, I woke up one morning and actually looked forward to something: a walk in the park. Just 20 minutes. Just me.

It wasn’t a miracle.
It was slow, steady reconnection — to my body, to my environment, to myself.

What I Learned About Anhedonia — and Myself

• Anhedonia isn’t laziness. It’s a neuropsychological shutdown.

• Therapy doesn’t “fix” you. It reintroduces you to who you were before survival mode took over.

• You don’t need to feel bad to get help. Feeling nothing is a call for help too.

Final Word: The First Step Isn’t Joy — It’s Honesty

If you’re scrolling on autopilot, watching your life happen from a distance, wondering why nothing excites you anymore…

Know this: you don’t need to wait until it gets worse.
You can begin with a single online counselling session today.
You can speak to the best psychologist counsellor in Delhi — without leaving home.

You deserve more than numbness.
You deserve your life back.